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MY GALLERY My manga/comic: Faces of Moonstar and Soul of time MY TUTORIAL MY ONLINE ALBUM

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it's been quite a while since i actually blogged about something. it's always been about conventions and photoshoots even if they did contain stories about what's happening in my life of fantasy and wonder. But i never really wrote anything about it personally. The usual work updates or family status or even lovelife and future plans.. you get my point.

Honestly, I dunno why.. I'm thinking maybe those topics are starting to pile up in the non-exciting part of my life now. I know I shouldn't even be thinking such a thing. This is exactly why I'm writing.. coz' it's starting to bother me big time! X_x

Growing up, I always stuck by family being the most important part of my life, which they still are. That never changed. But maybe living in a condo w/ just my brothers, I'm beginning to miss a lot of things. Family gatherings, birthday outings, quality time.. then my parents mostly. I do keep contact with the clan (we're a mighty big family) but the feeling isn't the same. I guess that part of my heart is filled with them..

At work, I'm getting a few days off this month.. without pay. Yea so u get what happened there. Recently, I've been doing a lot of overtime just so our holiday collection would be in schedule. I know I'm pushing myself.. that's what got me the suspension.. buuut so far, we are in track and my manager was more than grateful that I worked hard. I finally got my increase (whoo it's BIG baby)!

On the personal level.. hmm, do I even have to? it's been empty since last March.. or was it April? i dunno. i guess i'm not very good at this after all. I seriously thought the last one was just right. he made a big difference.. for once, he was even approved by the folks and THAT made every difference! still, i miss him.. everyday. don't know why i still do. he would be blank to me every now and then, but i could simply not forget that he existed in my life (twilight insert?). grizzly, Saku-chan is the only remembrance i have of you, as you both came into my world at the same time~

for future plans, well this is another blank page. all i could think about is what to cosplay for the next BIG events. targeted cons like: Cosplay mania '09 this September and M3con'09 this November. If you can guess the character, I will love choo forever nyaha jok! Sneak preview here: [link]

*myew*